The last four months

Since starting the project in May, I've been working hard for the past four months.

In retrospect, it's almost unbelievable that I was able to do it , considering how I was before May. Now, all I think about is the project. It is great - My mind is focused, and grounded.

But, I've started to having trouble sleeping again. I wake up thinking about the project, all the elaborations of the optics in the setup, the conditions of the patch clamp recording, the collaboration, the state of the cultured cells, and so on and so on.

Now, I am exhausted. But I am also so close to the goal.

Calm down. And keep going...